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All That I Knew and Everything I Hoped For

06 Mar

Recently, I learned of a short film entitled The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore awarded the Oscar for Best Animated Short Film. Intrigued by it’s “hybrid style of animation” and the fact that the author/illustrator also created an animated book as a companion to the film, I paid the exorbitant $4.99 and downloaded the app.

This animated short film is brilliant. For anyone who has maintained a close relationship with books throughout life, you will have a significant connection to the masterfully constructed story. My biggest surprise; however, did not come from the film itself, but came when I opened (or more precisely swiped) the pages of the electronic picture book included with the application. I have to admit that I started reading the book with a bit of prejudice against polluting such a classic art form with electronic media, but was pleasantly surprised even mesmerized.

Perhaps to better understand why this is significant, it is important that I reveal my personal love affair with picture books. In my opinion, most picture books are actually created for the adults who share them with children. In a well written children’s book, the author purposefully utilizes his words and creates a tenacious marriage of illustration and story. I enjoy physically turning each page, sharing each illustration and rendering my personal voice to the piece. It is within the pages of an exceptional picture book you find rich vocabulary and writing craft from which young writers can learn. If you were to visit my middle school classroom, you would find an entire bookcase devoted to picture books used as mentor text for my students.

So when I opened the first pages of The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore, I expected to be disappointed, but I was not. I was, in fact, captivated. It is a story of “people who devote their lives to books and books who return the favor”- a subject that would naturally draw me in. It is also a tale of folks who love words and writing. My favorite page from the book reads: “Morris Lessmore loved words. He loved stories. He loved books. His life was a book of his own writing, one orderly page after another. He would open it every morning and write of his joys and sorrows, of all that he knew and everything he hoped.”  I have since wondered how I could get those last words painted on my classroom wall.

The film (click the title to view): The Fantastic Flying Books of Mr. Morris Lessmore

 

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His Eyes*

25 Feb

In his eyes lies bravery beyond  

The years that mark his birth.

Masking vulnerability, 

Ripping at his courage.

The window into his soul,

Blown wide open by means of

Powerless

Circumstances 

 

Hovering between child innocence 

And adult guilt

He tentatively moves forward

Unaware of the hope

Lurking in the midst of

Pivotal 

Circumstances

 

His optimism longs to

Bridge the chasm between

History and this moment

To remain well traveled

A triumphant pilgrimage through

Purposeful

Circumstances

*I am always encouraging my students to publish their poetry without requiring the same of myself. Normally this type of poetry would be private – instead I am taking a page from my own “playbook” and sharing it with you.

 

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Our Radical Journey Begins*

19 Feb

Several months ago we became aware of a sibling group (5 of them) that were in need of a home. We felt a bit of a tug at the time, mentioned it in passing and put the thoughts on the back burner of our minds. Since then, we have not been able to get these children out of our thoughts. By chance (though I am not sure I believe in chance) the sibling group was recently brought up again within our faith community. It was at this point Kent and I felt God urging us to examine our life, and all that He has given us, to discern if we would be willing to make a giant leap of faith and consider the possibility of taking into our home the oldest of the five, 15-year-old B.

When the possibility of adoption was first discussed with my parents, my mother (being the Godly woman she is) advised that we “pray” about it. I was adamant that she, nor anyone else, was to “pray about it” because then if we felt God compelling us to take this step—we would HAVE to! Apparently, God decided to reach us by different means. Through His Word and talking with others who are either contemplating this journey or are already receiving the blessings of such a decision, we have made the choice to “Climb out of this boat we are in–onto the crashing waves—to step out of our comfort zone into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is” (sung in my best Casting Crowns imitation). This decision has not been made lightly or without considering the inevitable “bumps in the road”, but each person in our household has thought through the decision and with great resolve we are collectively “all in”.  More than anything we want this child to not only feel, but to BE unconditionally loved and accepted.

Most of you are probably thinking we are “nuts”—I would have to agree. This whole idea seems crazy at best—too radical to consider, but we are determined. With great clarity, we have begun the process of adopting B. We ask that you pray that God blesses this young man’s life, that he feels loved beyond measure and that he has the support he needs to pursue God’s purpose for his life.

*This is a reworking of the email I sent to family and close friends last week.

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Purpose+Intention=Happiness

18 Feb

As human beings we are wired for a higher purpose. I don’t care if you have a faith base, are agnostic or atheist-it makes no difference.We are made to live with purpose and intention. Purpose is what brings us happiness, joy and a sense of self-assuredness that can’t be found without it. If you look around at those living unfulfilled lives, their unhappiness isn’t because they lack monetary resources, but can be traced to the lack of life-purpose.

We, as Americans, spend most of our lives, resources and energy chasing economic success. It’s the American Dream, right? We are lead to believe by making a little more money,  we will be happy. All too often, once the next level of monetary security is reached–emptiness still remains. Why? Because having enough money doesn’t fill the void of purpose.

It isn’t even about having a job you love (though marrying the two is an additional bonus). I believe there are many folks who are content, even happy, working jobs they really don’t like. How is that possible? They have found purpose independent of their day-to-day jobs. They are committed to service outside of their selves and sometimes their comfort zone. You find these folks volunteering at their local soup kitchen, nursing home or animal shelter. They donate time and energy to facilitate or participate in support groups such as AA, GriefShare or Celebrate Recovery. Some are community minded and chair or volunteer for the local Relay for Life, Easter Seals or St. Jude’s Children’s Hospital. They intentionally look to see where their talents, gifts and time can make a difference–they make a tenacious choice to give back; to stretch themselves beyond common existence. They are easy to recognize. Though frazzled, tired and even exhausted at times, they are the ones who smile more, complain less and have a general sense of life-balance.

Most parents assert that they want their children to be happy; I don’t. Instead, my wish for my children is for them to create purpose within their lives, to learn to live beyond themselves. It is within that journey their happiness will be found.

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Day 31 – You, Again

10 Feb

I began this project 30 days ago. It was a silly way to get me back to writing. I can’t believe how much my life has changed in just one month. Our family is embarking on a journey I can only describe as radical. We have never been more excited. I am not the same person I was 30 days ago, nor is my family. I chose to create a collage because this best represents me–again. This 31 day photo challenge has been enjoyable, but I am looking forward to getting back to words tomorrow.

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Day 30 – Nature

08 Feb

I can’t wait until winter is over — so that I can enjoy NATURE again.

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Day 29 – Inside Your Fridge

07 Feb

No way, but you can see inside my freezer–thanks to Pinterest!

 

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Day 28 – Light

06 Feb

LIGHT v. to make lucid or clear

This is my favorite Bible. It is a Thompson Chain New International version. My parents bought it for me when I married Don. Though I mostly read digital books these days and do love the YouVersion Bible ap. (quite amazing for translation study), this is Bible I want when spending time in the Word. It’s pages are worn and spotted with highlights and notes. It is, however; a map of my life. You can follow the times in my life when I was at my lowest, to the times I was on the mountaintop, with a simple turn of the page. You can see where I struggled with God’s will and where I accepted it without limits–where I failed miserably, to where God blessed my life beyond measure. God’s Word illuminates just what it looks like to live Christlike–instead of Christianity-like. It is filled with stories of ordinary folks, who when empowered with faith, are able to extraordinary things in their world. It is where God lights our path as to how we should  live, how we should forgive, how we should love and how we should ask for forgiveness.

With the Psalmist (and Amy Grant) I sing, “Thy word is a lamp unto my feet and a light unto my path”.

 

 

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Day 27 – Lunch

05 Feb

This is a strange topic–but ok. I take my lunch to school everyday–in this “lunchbox”.

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Day 26 – Colour

04 Feb

I love color. The walls in my house range from dark green to deep gold. One of our favorite artists is Itzchak Tarkay. I love the beautiful-vibrant colors in his paintings. This one is in our family room. It makes me smile–everyday.

 

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